I walked into the chemist and asked for 10 grams of MDMA.HCl (as 100mg capsules), 50 vials of diamorphine (20mg/vial) included with which was a smoking apparatus, 200 vials of LSD tartrate in soln (100microgram per ampoule) - I brought my cooler, 250g of Alprazolam which came with the smoking device - see patents.
I approached the front desk and was "instructed" on the safe use of my items; If the LSD is making you feel too bad take Alprazolam to calm yourself. I was required to listen to this fellow's lecture and then sign that I understood. I was also informed that the law stated that I could not use drug use as a defence for any crimes.I could not drive while intoxicated - I was instructed as to the reasnoble period of time that must pass post taking each drug and when I would be able to get behind the wheel again.
As my employement involves working with dangerous machinery - I was also informed how long it would take before I could once again use such.
All was reasnoble - as in it wasn't excessive - but realistic. Based on unbiased scientific research, the time was appropriate. Of course I'd been here before but I didn't mind as this was the small price of my right which for want of a better expression was god given; my right to do with My Body as I Pleased.
As I turned to leave I looked at all the other available items; Ketamine.HCl, Phencyclidine.HCl, DMT in a delightful smoking device but they would all be there tomorrow, the next day and thus until I entered my grave - Life was finally worth living. My chronic pain was under control and my work was an unqualified success. My partner and I were raising two beautiful daughters for whom We were responsible - NOT the government.
As I left I looked towards the clouds which glowed a beautiful amber in this period just before sunset. What a beautiful world this now was as opposed to those unconstitutional and Punitive Paternalistic periods before the responsibility of citizens was placed on them - not on others. I enjoyed my rights and would gladly have died in a war defending them. I thought of all those who had died because of a sin law and felt temporarily blue. But the freedom represented by my purchases brought me back to my homeostasis (now on a life is worth living setting) and I wondered - how on earth did people live without freedom and especially without the freedom to treat themselves with genuinely effective drugs. How did scientists learn to make the current breakthroughs when it was impossible to research if that research involvedthe scientific method - one had to prove that drugs were inately evil; a scientis must be completely impartial and allow the results to speech. The good guys wom for the first time in well over a century. All the freedom hating Republicans and Democrats had been long ago dispersed - there diaspera taking them to China where their barbaric policies were embraced. The diarchy had been replaced by a new, multi-party system which oporated according to the constitution (thus the secession of New Hampshire - after threatened Federal intervention - which had trigered the death of drug prohibition). Only those powers specifically given to the Federal government were exercised, all else we the citizens, the rulers of this land, determined through our State Legislatures. Much like the European Union. Kansas briefly left the Union in oppossition to the repeal of drug prohibition, but at the following election the people voted such that Kansas finally came on board and re-joined the VOLUNTARY UNION.
It felt good to live in a free country - no longer did the words 'land of the free' make a mokery of our country, but for once the land of the free was so by it's actions. What a pity it took so long and so much misery trailed in its wake.
Finally, having left the kids with a sitter, my partner and I went on a holiday where we enjoyed our purchases. It was an unforgetable weekend, but then again it could be so whensoever we chose - because we Western people were finally free.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Write No More
This is my last post - not that it matters. Diseased. All my days are done. My advice; when you are young grab hold and don't let go. Then end it before you get old and life is terminal.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Cold Water Extraction and opium growing and extraction
As a scientist this is a crappy method but watch before I give you better details for entertainement. If you're religious why don't you believe God put Opium poppies, Coca, Marijuana and Mushrooms on earth to make our lives better?
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www.lewrockwell.com
This is a fantastic ws for libertarians. I urge you to read it. I plan a large pice of the failure of the American (and Human experiment) and lewrockwell.com along with the wonderful Thomas DiLorenzo (watch this; http://www.lewrockwell.com/dilorenzo/dilorenzo132.html) whom Ron Paul Quotes. It will take some time but I trust real libertarians will like it. BTW Ron Paul's low vote demonstrates how far we've come from the libertarian days of the early republic.
Check out this embedded vid
Check out this embedded vid
Thursday, April 8, 2010
South Africa is a ONE PARTY STATE - death of eugen terreblanche
The brutal murder of Eugene Terreblanche is a stark reminder that South Africa is becoming like Zimbabwe; attacks on white farmers (the blacks can't run the farms) which destroy the economy. Whatever you think of terreblanche (and his impotent Nazism), he didn't deserve to be beaten to death - what is South Africa? A barbaric through back. Shooting him might have been more tasteful
NO government - or regime as in South Africa - has the right to STEAL land from its owner - that is tyranny.
Apartheid is long in the past. The "Rainbow Nation" is horseshit. Britain could have offered the whites sanctuary - they are being persecuted -but said fuck you because it would give the impression that Mandela was not a God and that Blacks could be a threat to a small White minority. Margaret Thatcher opposed sanctions on SA rightly so because she saw the future (I hated her anti-drug nonsense but the Labour party is not reformist anyway). Not one African country has run a democracy - they all fell to dictators and civil war on a brutal scale.
As for Whites in Europe; Oh how this issue pisses me off. Whites safe in Europe deifying Mandela (who NEVER spoke out against Mugabe) and criticizing anyone who even hints at whites being treated badly in South Africa (there are very poor whites who the regime admits it doesn't care for because of Apartheid era wrongs - But Apartheid is long gone!). They must be racist. Well you get out of your safe White Europe and try living in South Africa. You Fucks.
Racism per se is wrong, but demographically SA was always going to be a disaster for whites as a "democracy". And the Blacks don't seem to have the capacity to vote for anyone but the ANC. A one party state is not a Western liberal democracy. Just because of Apartheid don't ignore the present. That is now in the past like communism. Farmers are being massacred. It's appalling. South Africa will be the next Zimbabwe.
Poor souls, those whites stuck in that hideous country. And poor liberal blacks who can't criticise the ANC for fear of being called traitors. Only the wacky left communist whites still suspend disbelief and support the farcical "Rainbow Nation".
In Europe it is - for now - a white Utopia. Everywhere in Europe I meet non -white people who are delighted to have been given citizenship because it is the most free part of the world. The most wealthy and protected. It is factual; that when the white colonies were "freed" and given to the natives to rule they all became vile despotic states where murderous scrambles for power alternated with anarchy.
My solution would have been to put Political Correctness (a favorite of the nanny staters) to death and give the white South Africans' (A Nation they built and kept the economy going!) a homeland suitable for their population.
BTW land re-distribution is another way of saying theft of land by a regime. A regime which can't be removed unless Blacks in SA learn to vote not on the color of their skin but on issues;
a very doubtful prospect.
Liberal whites in the Free world shut up. Mandela is a fraud, SA is going towards Authoritarianism and give up your passport and go live there if you feel differently.
White South Africans - many people are with your cause - FIGHT for a free state for yourselves because you will be wiped out if not. Arm yourselfs.
NO government - or regime as in South Africa - has the right to STEAL land from its owner - that is tyranny.
Apartheid is long in the past. The "Rainbow Nation" is horseshit. Britain could have offered the whites sanctuary - they are being persecuted -but said fuck you because it would give the impression that Mandela was not a God and that Blacks could be a threat to a small White minority. Margaret Thatcher opposed sanctions on SA rightly so because she saw the future (I hated her anti-drug nonsense but the Labour party is not reformist anyway). Not one African country has run a democracy - they all fell to dictators and civil war on a brutal scale.
As for Whites in Europe; Oh how this issue pisses me off. Whites safe in Europe deifying Mandela (who NEVER spoke out against Mugabe) and criticizing anyone who even hints at whites being treated badly in South Africa (there are very poor whites who the regime admits it doesn't care for because of Apartheid era wrongs - But Apartheid is long gone!). They must be racist. Well you get out of your safe White Europe and try living in South Africa. You Fucks.
Racism per se is wrong, but demographically SA was always going to be a disaster for whites as a "democracy". And the Blacks don't seem to have the capacity to vote for anyone but the ANC. A one party state is not a Western liberal democracy. Just because of Apartheid don't ignore the present. That is now in the past like communism. Farmers are being massacred. It's appalling. South Africa will be the next Zimbabwe.
Poor souls, those whites stuck in that hideous country. And poor liberal blacks who can't criticise the ANC for fear of being called traitors. Only the wacky left communist whites still suspend disbelief and support the farcical "Rainbow Nation".
In Europe it is - for now - a white Utopia. Everywhere in Europe I meet non -white people who are delighted to have been given citizenship because it is the most free part of the world. The most wealthy and protected. It is factual; that when the white colonies were "freed" and given to the natives to rule they all became vile despotic states where murderous scrambles for power alternated with anarchy.
My solution would have been to put Political Correctness (a favorite of the nanny staters) to death and give the white South Africans' (A Nation they built and kept the economy going!) a homeland suitable for their population.
BTW land re-distribution is another way of saying theft of land by a regime. A regime which can't be removed unless Blacks in SA learn to vote not on the color of their skin but on issues;
a very doubtful prospect.
Liberal whites in the Free world shut up. Mandela is a fraud, SA is going towards Authoritarianism and give up your passport and go live there if you feel differently.
White South Africans - many people are with your cause - FIGHT for a free state for yourselves because you will be wiped out if not. Arm yourselfs.
Monday, April 5, 2010
A Quick Review of The Film Caligula Part One
I've been fascinated by this film since seeing snippets on youtube. So I decided to watch the whole thing.
This is an incredibly bad film; like something a film student made. It's inconsistent and the sets are poor.
We begin with Caligula (Malcolm McDowell) and his sister Drusilla (Teresa Ann Savoy - basically just a porn actress) groping in the woods. The fascinating thing is that we see all of Savoy's bits - her twat, tits and even her asshole. Meanwhile McDowell is sliding his leg between hers. Why a "good" actor would lower himself to doing a film where he essentially engages in real foreplay with a porn actress I do not know - certainly I think this film rightly fucked his career. I mean if you're a real actor would you agree to a film made and financed by Penthouse? I'll get to the porn later but let's just say that if you enjoy it you're deranged.
Then comes the title - not bad. Over a genuine looking coin the titles run and Caligula makes his best speech (I have existed from the dawn of the world etc). The trouble is he is called Caius Caligula on the coin and throughout the film. This is farcical; in life he was Caius (pronounced Gaius I think) Ceasar. He is also alternatively called Caligula and little boots by the other players. That is equivalent to calling him little boots twice (Caligula IS little boots in latin). Hello Little Boots. Hello Little Boots. It's stupid.
Next Caligula is again groping his sister in bed - McDowell must have had an erection even though Savoy isn't that attractive. In walks Macro and Drusilla runs away while Caligula fakes sleep with a pillow to hide his erection. Macro informs him he must go to see Tiberius.
Caligula is carried in a litter along a road with naked men breaking rocks (lots of cocks). He has a rather perfunctury conversation with Nerva before entering Tiberius' harem.
In real life (from Suetonius) we know that Tiberius had pre-pubescent boys and girls swim with him and nibble his genitals like minnows. But beyond repulsive - and the film doesn't spare us this - is that he had babies trained by wet nurses to suckle on penises. In the film (I don't know how many in the audience knew the reason for the babies) we see babies being suckled on penis shaped objects. The film could have left this out because there is no redemption in Caligula; what did the mothers of those babies think when they saw their newborns touching fake penises? What are those baby actors doing now? Do they put this on their CV? Disgusting and the lack of explanation makes it worse.
The "little fishies" who were pre pubescent children are now replaced with shaved young people and they simply swim around Tiberius - played by Peter O'Toole whom I've always disliked.
Caligula is greeted by Tiberius and told to dance - while the little fishies dive in the water so we see a lot of clams.
Next is the most repulsive part of the film. I'm against most censorship but this was too much. Tiberius orders Macro to tie a soldiers bootlace around his penis and fill him with wine. The torture being ended when Tiberius stabs the guard in the stomach releasing blood and wine and offel. In real life he may have done this but given the power of the Preatorian Guard the torture and killing of one is likely to have led to a rebellion and Tiberius' balls would be on the floor. Once again it is an unneccesary scene which doesn't advance the plot. Yes Tiberius was a monster but this scene overshadows the real theme of the movie - which can't break through. You'll remember this scene not the good bits.
This is an incredibly bad film; like something a film student made. It's inconsistent and the sets are poor.
We begin with Caligula (Malcolm McDowell) and his sister Drusilla (Teresa Ann Savoy - basically just a porn actress) groping in the woods. The fascinating thing is that we see all of Savoy's bits - her twat, tits and even her asshole. Meanwhile McDowell is sliding his leg between hers. Why a "good" actor would lower himself to doing a film where he essentially engages in real foreplay with a porn actress I do not know - certainly I think this film rightly fucked his career. I mean if you're a real actor would you agree to a film made and financed by Penthouse? I'll get to the porn later but let's just say that if you enjoy it you're deranged.
Then comes the title - not bad. Over a genuine looking coin the titles run and Caligula makes his best speech (I have existed from the dawn of the world etc). The trouble is he is called Caius Caligula on the coin and throughout the film. This is farcical; in life he was Caius (pronounced Gaius I think) Ceasar. He is also alternatively called Caligula and little boots by the other players. That is equivalent to calling him little boots twice (Caligula IS little boots in latin). Hello Little Boots. Hello Little Boots. It's stupid.
Next Caligula is again groping his sister in bed - McDowell must have had an erection even though Savoy isn't that attractive. In walks Macro and Drusilla runs away while Caligula fakes sleep with a pillow to hide his erection. Macro informs him he must go to see Tiberius.
Caligula is carried in a litter along a road with naked men breaking rocks (lots of cocks). He has a rather perfunctury conversation with Nerva before entering Tiberius' harem.
In real life (from Suetonius) we know that Tiberius had pre-pubescent boys and girls swim with him and nibble his genitals like minnows. But beyond repulsive - and the film doesn't spare us this - is that he had babies trained by wet nurses to suckle on penises. In the film (I don't know how many in the audience knew the reason for the babies) we see babies being suckled on penis shaped objects. The film could have left this out because there is no redemption in Caligula; what did the mothers of those babies think when they saw their newborns touching fake penises? What are those baby actors doing now? Do they put this on their CV? Disgusting and the lack of explanation makes it worse.
The "little fishies" who were pre pubescent children are now replaced with shaved young people and they simply swim around Tiberius - played by Peter O'Toole whom I've always disliked.
Caligula is greeted by Tiberius and told to dance - while the little fishies dive in the water so we see a lot of clams.
Next is the most repulsive part of the film. I'm against most censorship but this was too much. Tiberius orders Macro to tie a soldiers bootlace around his penis and fill him with wine. The torture being ended when Tiberius stabs the guard in the stomach releasing blood and wine and offel. In real life he may have done this but given the power of the Preatorian Guard the torture and killing of one is likely to have led to a rebellion and Tiberius' balls would be on the floor. Once again it is an unneccesary scene which doesn't advance the plot. Yes Tiberius was a monster but this scene overshadows the real theme of the movie - which can't break through. You'll remember this scene not the good bits.
Extraction and Purification of Morphine from Opium
I'm attempting to simplify this patent; thus a Work in Progress from US Pat 6,054,584. I also want to present you with inhalation devices for bezodiazepines and fentanyl.
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